The Wet dream project

please give your views on this http://thewetdreamproject.blogspot.com currently its just a loose idea..

Gai humari mata hai

I had this topic in mind for a long time and since last few posts had all been about my personal life of which you might have become bored by now, its time we talk some uncommon sense stuff. So i decided about this topic and looked for usb cable of my cell so that i can upload a pic of a poster at some relative's house of which i took a picture when i was in kerala. But i think i lost the cable, so i turned to google god and got the pic and its the only one, thou that poster was a bit different but the content is the same.. In this picture you can see lord krishna sucking cows boob and the cow cleaning krishna's ass. Also you can see krishna fending away the calf which is trying to drink milk. Most of you would say that i m going into extreme explaining a simple poster, and cow is licking krishna out of affection, and it cud have not been painted in any other way if they had to show the cow licking krishna, and may be you will also add that cows dont eat shit.

I also earlier thought cows dont eat shit, and its only after my father told that cows do eat shit i began to believe it. I mean human shit along with its own shit, btw all animals tend to eat their own shit. If all animals eat shit then why dont humans eat shit, we will leave that shit for future post. My father used to herd cows in village in his school days, and he tells that cows are too eager to eat human shit.

And the most important thing in the picture which people would fail to notice is - injustice and human greed, thou the artist must not have intended but it shows that how the human, here krishna is exploiting another species- the cow by sucking milk out of that species and wrongfully denying it to the calf. Krishna can suck his mother's boobs but not other species milk which is injustice of the highest order.

above paragraphs were intentional to hurt religious sentiments, so we replace krishna with humans now. And some how this picture shows how humans have been exploiting animals for their selfish gains. They deny milk to the calf and fill their own stomach. And the very idea of drinking milk of another species  is gross, and its plain stupid. Take the scenario if some aliens land on earth who are found of human milk and they come and suck out milk from our mothers, sisters or wives. lol.. Thou the sight would be awesome, but still its not right. man what an idea.. how cool it would be to have a porn movie of aliens and humans.. cool eh..

First of all humans dont have the required capacity to digest milk of other species, humans can digest only their mothers milk properly and only upto a particular age, then that capacity also gets diminished. I wonder if R2's bladder problems have anything to do with his drinking human milk.. hmm..I m also of strong opinion that milk is the cause of most of the diseases that we are suffering from these days. I have strong doubt about it being the cause of diabetes. More people have access to milk these days than earlier days. Also the milk that we have is full of all chemicals, the fodder given to cows mostly have traces of pesticides and fertilizers which gets passed on to milk. We need to compare health conditions of people who have never taken milk products to those who take it, but i wonder where cud we find such people, i m sure there would be some rocking breakthru if its done.

And let me tell the vegeterian guys that milk is not vegeterian and its worse than eating meat. When one eats meat the animal is killed instantly but when we milk; the cows have to go thru this torture daily, and dont think that cows enjoy when humans pull their nipples, and no they dont get aroused by that you pervert, r u trying to be krishna here, want the gopis and cows too. Milking animals is worse than slaughtering. In india we still dont have modern farms like those in developed countries which is better, here cows still have better life. In modern farms theycows stand all the time from birth to death in the same place, with no place for moving, it even cant turn, i mean this is simply un-acceptable. This unethical treatment is the most unjust and every person who consumes milk product is the cause of this.

You may question if milk is cause of diseases then why the government allows its sale. There are many reasons for that, first the milk economy is so big that if it crashes whole of world economies will collapse. Government and the dairy industry doesnt fund researches or scientists who are against milk, so we have lesser reports against milk. The farmers are poor people and the government doesnt want to deny them of this means of income, if it happens the whole country will collapse with thousand of jobless people on street. So basically the milk is as crappier as carbonated drinks filled with chemicals, and useless undigestable stuff, and i see a day in the future when we can have a milk-free world. We have to stop treating other species like that, we cant jail them in factories for milking them. And the most important thing is after all milk doesnt taste that good.

SO IF THE GAI IS REALLY YOUR MATA, LEAVE HER BOOBS ALONE AND STOP BEING A MADARCHOD.

Disclosure: I do consume milk products (thou rarely, i prefer black tea) and meat. If i m stupid enuf to consume tobacco then i dont mind being stupid to consume milk, but its not right.

P.S. This post has not been researched, and might contain faults.

The title thing is how stupid, and i dont wanted to title yet another post as "updates" and such crap. How can life, days, memories or moments can be titled.. sometimes its better to go untitled..

I wasnt blogging as you must have guessed it that k pc kharab ho gaya tha, got it repaired yesterday, since pc was not working was free all these days with nothing to do.. Cousin S was also job less, so we initially started playing cards. Me, cousin S and cousin K's wife. Then 1 day B came, he too is job less and we started playing 3 patti with money.. and it was such a fun. Then R2 joined us he too is jobless, then R1 would drop by every now and then by gulla maaring from office. So basically the house got transformed into a gambling den. I wont be playing today as lot of work is pending...

As R1 was leaving yesterday after drinking (we completed a whole bottle yesterday) he got emotional and said dont go, if you go what will happen of me, please dont go.. lol.. one of the rare moments when he gets emotional esp in front of me.. nobody gets emotional in front of me, because of my rationality or to say my disconnection from human emotions..owing to the way i look at thing, or life. Actually we are moving back to kerala (most probably). The cousins will be leaving on monday then i will be alone, then parents will be back here next month (they havent come yet) after that we will pack every thing and move to kerala to our village. Work on our new home in kerala is about to get completed and father since he retired wants to live in kerala. And since my work is not place specific i can work from anywhere they want me there too. And i m confused  in my life like this for the first time. This is the biggest decision that i might have to take in my life which will change the course of my life for good or bad.

Personally i want to live here itself, i dont want to leave the life that i m having here, this is my karma bhoomi i m not sure if i can have a life back there in kerala. Yeh they have bars there but bars cant be substituted for friends. And i dont make friends easily, it actually takes years before i label anyone as friend. I havent met a new person in last 5 years, all the people i have around have been with me for more than 10 years... we have strong bonding. But another problem is that if parents decide to stay in kerala, i cant stay here alone. I cant live without parents. If i have to still stay here i will have to do the thing which i fear the most "marriage". I guess if i marry i would be able to stay here, the food and all are major issues. I m incapable of eating or digesting bahar ka khana, and i dont have any intention to cook myself. Another issue with kerala is people are very social, they talk a lot, and i dont like that, they ask stupid things like if i had lunch, what was in it, whats the point in talking such crap, these kind of things makes me sick..

so basically life is at cross-roads and i have no-idea what i will decide, or have to decide the main thing at stake is "happiness" and its not something that can be decided with a toss of coin. I want my parents aswell as my friends. I want you guys to give some suggestions as to what should i do.

personal updates

Actually last week uncle came on thursday instead of friday as decided earlier, anyway i gave in and went along with him since i didnt wanted him nagging me all the time. So fucking and all was normal, but on saturday i failed to have an erection, and no matter how much i concentrated or she tried to get erected it didnt work, as i say the dick has a mind of its own. Yeh that was embrassing for me, but that can be embrassing for a women too, as she might think she isnt good enuf get me aroused.. I was wondering if it happens with other ppl too.

Also there was something new this time, every other time we all fucked together, but this time i and aunty woke up late in night and had sex without uncle's knowing, and it was good, it had that special "joy of cheating" effect, fucking secretly, without uncle knowing who was just sleeping beside. Aunty generally sleeps between me and uncle. And after it was over she whispered into my ears not to tell uncle.. Now that felt good, it kind of felt special..may be i would write a post about the joys of cheating...

Next day uncle asked if you ppl fucked separately last night, i denied. Then the next day, after we had sex, he didnt allow aunty to sleep in between.. ha ha, so he was having shaq of we enjoying secretly.. so this was a good experience and learnt a few things...and it also provides some deep insights into working of a human mind.

Came back on sunday, uncle was trying to convince me to stay one more day, i didnt bulge. He asked for some money as he was in bad condition, gave half of what he asked as i m also not in good condition, still many bills and payments needs to made to cigerrate shops, krishna and other clients... On sunday planned to write all the things about the last few fucking days in detail, but the pc wouldnt start, and now i dont have mood to write, pc didnt start on monday too, and on tuesday it started miraculously, ya it happens many a times..one more reason to believe in luck.

I reached by afternoon, then R1 came and asked for the story (yeh, he knows about our threesome thing). He said about making some music video and that i have go along with him and act as financier, he said atleast lets go and see the models, and also we might get a chance to fuck them. So there was this gareeb looking director, he showed some past videos that he did, not to mention they were all crap, with crap actors, music was ok. He also showed the gujarati film that he had directed, it was called "chanakya ni chelli chaal" (chanakya's last move)., we just saw the trailer and as per gujarati film standards it looked ok.

G is back so we had been sitting with him for drinks, we dont go to sanu ka ground these days but just sit on the concrete benches in our society itself. Parents might come on 26th have been missing them, life on whole is ok, with thoda bahut paisa problem...

A threesome affair and some fucking problems

Read the details here before reading this post : http://adayinthelifeofindia.blogspot.com/2009/03/right-and-wrong.html

So this guy, i wud better call him uncle, called me yesterday and since i have not gone there since long time i felt bad for him, he said your aunty and i have been waiting for you, its winter now so it will be fun for all of us to sleep together. It has been a long while since i last visited them, cant recall when exactly. So when he called yesterday i was full of daya on him, he was actually pleading, so i gave in and told k i will come on friday, so it will be fucking session on friday and saturday and i will be back by sunday. And since parents are not here, i dont have to make any bahana either.

Aunty is some 35 years, they have 2 kids, she is slim, fair and has long hair. And she is too good at sex, i would say she fucks me rather than i fucking her, and thats good. Thou i would have preferred a thoda bahut more volumptous women with short hair (i like girls in short hair). I hope she has become more healthier since last time. Boobs and all are normal size. Overall nice slim figure, and looks resemble kareena kapoor (i dont like her). The best thing that i like about her is that, she gives a wonderful blowjob, and she rides me like crazy, and i think its better to have women at top, atleast in sex.

I think i have some psychological problem owing to too much thinking, when the first time we were having sex, the first thing she did was taking my dick in her mouth, and it was in full light, we always did sex in full light, and while she was sucking, rather than being in the moment i was thinking about it.. and my mind was narrating to myself what was happening. I was thinking about world, society and humans. I dont know why but i cant stop thinking. For eg. as i m sucking her boobs, my mind will narrate the details to me and that too in english whereas my default language of thought being in hindi. My mind will make notes of how the boobs looked from different angle, color of tits, the tiny hair on them, the distance between two boob and what she might be thinking now, and what uncle is thinking now, these kind of things, so while i m inserting, i think i should be blank of thoughts but most of the time i m thinking how does it feel and making note of such things. Actually my mind has developed in that way, its a habit, i have always been a observer, from watching ants, to watching people's particular behaviour, and i will be lost in thoughts about them.

And because of this, many a times at the height of fucking session my dick would loose its erection. I think this falls under the category of erectile dysfuntion, but the problem is more psychological than physical. Thou i m thankful that it doesnt happen most of the time, but it happens. So basically we have our 3 fucks in a night and out of 3 in 1 fuck i get this problem, mostly the first one, after that subsequent fucks are normal.

I and aunty we never talk much, in total till all this years, we must have talked around 1000 words, and it was not regarding sex. So after i had sex, this uncle would have sex, his dick is smaller than mine, but he fucks better and faster. He also takes video, which we all watch later together, sometimes we run porn cds and fuck along with it.

So basically its fun, but going there and the constant talking of my uncle, he always keeps on giving idea, let fuck like this and that, i mean how can one talk all day of sex, i feel so bored. and since i m not at home, i dont get that anchored feeling. And whole day one has to wait for the night to fall, and that son of their is in 7th or 8th and the way he looks at me, i think he is having some shak, because many a times i went on saturday night and left the next morning itself. My parents were also here in those days, and they also, and my other uncle also stays nearby, so i think basically everyone is having shaq.